A conflict,A loss and A hope!

My life, it is an ever enduring war
a constant conflict with myself
a chaos,with increasing disorder
a cacophony of confusing noises!

With days tumbling over each other
and time constantly ticking away
my life,it recedes from me
merging into an ocean of people,getting lost!

And when today I look into the mirror
try as i might,I fail to find myself
and see another face lost in the milieu
common thoughts,common ideas,common lives!

But I refuse to submit,live an ordinary life
breaking the shackles, compulsions of the crowd
I shall rise to find myself,separate and distinct
and dusting away the ordinary,reveal the lustre of self!