Void

On the surface it may not
show i have a wound or clot
but inside my heart i know
the seeds of guilt that i sow


They sprout like blistering, glistening wounds
rip my heart without a sound
his pain, this guilt, this sick feeling
under which now i'm reeling

No matter how hard i try
i just can't help but cry
god, please help this pain to cease
can't take it anymore, please

I'm depressed that much i know
but this feeling i can't show
i want to tear apart my heart
just crawl and hole up in the dark

Still this pain never stops
the mask i put on never drops
i close my eyes, sit down and lie
and keep falling into this void.

Tanayveer