My Apology

I cry a thousand times
with a pool of million tears
all crystallize to a
future crystal ball
with each single drop it includes
every star in the naked sky

My heart filled with guilt and remorse
and every nerve turns numb and dark
heartbeats are in pause.... waiting....
for something called love and life
my heart turns to macadam
by stillness and hatred in your eyes

Every injury and every wound
can be cured by your salve heart
no herb no medicine can hide
my plaintive soul
though you are my morphine friend
relieve me with your life giving ability

I know you wont come back
as I hurt you more than I hurt myself
I hope there's a milestone in your path
where your distance through my heart's written
may be I just wish , you could find it
where my heart and soul get deep buried

ANUPAM SINGH